Rhubarb.

I did a lot of thinking today.
I think I've changed as a person now, things may be a different now.
Iono it's pretty positive I think. I'm taking control of myself and getting my act together so to speak. I really need to become a stronger person and just stand firmly on my own two feet.
It's time to actually speak my mind. Tell people when they're hurting me or being a dick.
Ever since I was a kid I spent to much time hiding my feelings. I don't want to be like that anymore, I want to be strong.
I know this must all sound awfully arrogant but I think I'm overdue for this kind of change.

I went into Mall Music to apply for a job today. It went pretty well I think :D They don't have any openings right now but they invited me back to just check in every few weeks and see how things were going. One of them asked if I liked Nine Inch Nails hahaha ;D! Ahhh it's fate.
I'll still look into that other job in the meantime though.

DINNER TOMORROW NIGHT WITH BEN! ^_____^
I'm so excited!
This is just what I need, a chance to get out and relax :)