Clear mind.

I reallyreallyreallyreally need to stop worrying intensely about every little thing and just sort of sit back and relax. I know I must say that a lot but I think I'm improving somewhat from how I was before, like I think I've cut the amount of irrational worry I experience in half now. The last few weeks have been really good, I haven't really had a single thought being ridiculously over-thought (that's not a word) and I haven't started panicing. But yeah back on track; there is still a little bit more room for improvement. It's weird though because it's literally worrying about nothing, like nothing wrong has traspiried. I think I just have a weird thing in which if my mood is somewhat less than what it normally is I have to explain it otherwise I worry that I seem like a mean/awful person. This however just starts a slipperyslipperyslope, I start to worry that my explanation is of poor quality and may be misinterperated.
NOOOMOOOORE.
Life is good and a good life needs to be enjoyed :D
I have a pretty busy weekend coming up:
- Friday: Stella dearest is coming over and we're going to go watch Kate's year 11 play. It's an adpation of Twelfth Night with all the original characters being replaced with characters from Alice in Wonderland :D
- Saturday: Accompanying Ben to a Ruins+The Amenta+Psycroptic show. It should be an ...interesting experience hahaha :P naynay it shouldn't be too bad, it'll be fun to see scary metalheads thrashing about.
I apologise if this blog doesn't read very well D::
I'm in dire need of bed rest, which I'm obtaining in.. 3! 2! 1! *turns lights out* Good Night Blogspot!